we will all laugh at glided butterflies.






d a n g e r o u s l y s e x @ lj
" is locked, " whispers fatheen . 



i flow better when my colours show ,
awww , you wont know me till you show me some luv baby .
i love photography ! Do you ?


 

my pretty collection of polaroid photos and you can see a few close up of outstanding people i luv :)

anyway this space is so damn dead.
currently , i am very very very annoyed with this particular person whom sadly is a friend
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx is way way way way way way too spoilt and you prolly have to keep your comments to yourself
each time you hear something untrue.
why dont you ask the person instead of believing rumours that fluctuate about ?

i dont care much , things like that are fucking way too common mind you , you !#*)*#)!#*@#&(@^
so please dont tell me what to talk about to you , or what not to talk about to you

i've blocked certain motherfuckers on my msn , damn they are hell too annoying

ok look on the bright side , next week trip to cambodia i'll be with siti
HEH NO WHINY GIRLS WITH ME = YAY !!!!
( damn you dont know this is gna be great for a good 15 days!!! )
SO FUCK YOU WHINY PEOPLE WHY THE HELL ARE YOU SIGNING UP FOR IT ANYWAY ?
scared of everything, complain about everything, get mad about everything . . . URGH
sickening sak .

okay i dont have a damn phone anymore , sounds good and even better
bloody hell is it just me , or idiots getting on my nerves ?
calling to talk to me / texting me really stupid stuffs
had enough of dealing with spare phones in which ends up getting spoiled again ha ha ha
looooking forward to curl hair once get back from cambodia or before going ?
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

oh that reminds me , happy one year five months faris !!!!
celebrate soon , my treat !!!! ( heh you know why )

hehe okay going johor tmr food foood food and yes to food !!!!

i have never felt so bored before omgoshz.
thats it, i'm grabbing my jacket ,bag, skinnies and getting out right now.
alone.

you know what faris ?
i'm sooooooooooooooooooooooo happyy that we make it thus far.
thanks for always being there for me , and omg always tolerating my vIOlent moodswings
and i'm pretty sure your the only one who could stand my attitude?
laughs , cus i'm completely uncontrollable when i lose it.
lovers foreverrrrrrr swear to luv you till death .
thaaaank you for standing with me throughout ,faris .

its beeeeeeen a year 4 months , how long's thatz ?


luv luv , fatheen !

p/s complete freeedom(!) on the 11/11/2009 at 3pm sharp KITTIES !!!!

i still like it besssssst when i am with you. haha even though its been like what ?
half a year since i last went out with you , you still never fail to make me happy .
its beeeen a good two years maintaining the friendship with you , and its like
a freeee world when i'm with you.
i feel like i'm myself , i dont have to be mean , i dont have to dress up good ,
i dont have to impress , i could be the lamest of the lamest when i am with you.
haha you send me home all the time cus i'm (!) scary cat to take the lift alone
and we are always talking nonstop about about about
and i could complain like shit just about everything and we always listen to each other,
i really like being myself when i am with you.

hahha to be sister in law , i love you you pig !

 

will miss you jessamine baby .

it took me long to realise , what was actually is the reason for me to behave this way .
i'm sorry but this time i really need to escape from you ,
i'll pray that you'll change for the better .


 

its beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeen so loooooooooooong !!!
my saturday night could have never been better ,
crashing the whole neighbourhood in the dead of the night with blinding flashes
at people's faces , screams filled in the air , laughter cus' lame jokes.

imizu (.)(.) my breastie wanie , cant wait for end mye to spend time wit u  !

happy bday huda , marissa and cristaaaal (:

 


( kindness goes in two ways . )

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO ALL !

 

( one step closer to the edge )

i am super cute right ! blowed those ballooooooons , the day before
look at my cheeks , they are ubber puffy ,
FREAKING 5 BALLOONS POPPED IN MY FACE ( i think  its 5 )
AND THE PAIN OF THE BALLOONS ELASTICITY
was  . . .

EXTREMELY EXRUCIATING PAIN .

i know its been a long time since i've updated , hah.
fatheen has updated finally , are you proud of me now ? ha !

 


( HAPPY BDAY SMELLY BOY ! )

 dont you think that i am dealing with my anger very very well?
basically , you should know what i have been going through for years .





thats not gna kill me , its making me stronger darling .
you should feel lucky cus you know , it wont ever happen to me .

gawh , anyway life is getting so much better with darlings in class .
they definitely do make me so much happier and i feel very blessed to have real friends .